I apologize....

Now I have stated a few times, that I have left people and people have left me.

I wanted to close this chapter to start a new one so here it goes......

I apologize for the following:

For being there for you and telling you what you didn't want to hear, but had to.

For loving your children and only wanting the best for them, putting my own health and happiness and friendships on the line, to make sure they were OK.

That you couldn't steal anymore more money or anything else from me...even my friends!

For wanting you to be something you weren't and wasting so many years of our lives on each other.

(I do know now why I stayed...maybe you should ask that question to yourself)

That I had to make you live and support yourself, so you could see you could.

For the many times I called you horrible name...I should have just left when it all started.

That I am no longer effected by the names you would call me or the petty things you try to get back in my life.

My favourites are: victim, martyr and now manipulative Machiavellian genius!!!!

Good Show

That you didn't separate me from my family, like you would have liked to have done.

We all might be crazy but they will stand by me through anything and stood by you as well- how soon we forget.

I am sorry that I showed you I could live and be happy without you.

Trying to steal and ruin my old friendships just shows me how much I meant to you.

I only have one regret...that I actually listened to you and started a fight with my best friend over money you claimed she took from you.

I am sorry to her because that was not right or fair of me, but I know now, why you did it, because as much as you claimed you hated both of them...you wanted thier friendships as well...even if you had to LIE to get it.

I feel sorry for you.

You ripped my heart apart for years...and I am glad I am getting me back!!!!