Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Peter Tosh had it right!!!!


Happy 4/20!!!


But as a side note...some scary creepy things have happened on this day:



Hitler was born
April 20th is the date of the Columbine school shootings.



Some good things as well:




1916 Wrigley Field in Chicago opens
1945 Hitler commits suicide.





In all seriousness: LEGALIZE IT!!!





Medical Marijuana / Medical Cannabis Recommended to Patients With:·


HIV/AIDS·


Cancer·


Glaucoma·


Multiple Sclerosis·


Arthritis·


Chronic Pain·


Gastro-Intestinal Disorders·


Nausea·


Loss of Appetite·


Epilepsy·


Neuropathy·


Migraine·


Sleep and Mood Disorders·


Phantom Limb Pain·


Panic & Anxiety





and it's natural and anyone can grow it...maybe why they want it illegal?!!!

The Effects of Brilliance


I can't remember the last time I cried over a artist passing away.

RIP Guru!!!


You will always be remembered!

XOXO
(my Favourite lyrics)

I've never been a, stranger to struggle gotta maintain my hustle

Used to let the anger bubble

These streets can bring mad danger and trouble

And I can do bad all by myself

Do me a favor - don't be concerned about my wealth

If you're one of my peeps, you're gonna know that

But if I ain't feelin you player, huh

My face is gonna show that

So keep your eyes off my pockets

Don't be surprised if I cocked it

Can't outslick a can of oil, you never spoil my profits

See how I'm flippin this here?

Things are different this year

Ain't got no time to listen to niggaz that be trippin this year

Cause and effect, I always get, applause and respect

When I rhyme, universal laws, truth and righteousness connect

Guru 1966-2010

Thursday, April 15, 2010

RIP MR. McLaren!!!!


I remember my mother playing Madam Butterfly in our house on Sunday morning and how it would make everyone feel great.


Thank you for your wonderful contribution to music and life. You will be missed!!

Sleep Well!!!

I apologize....


Now I have stated a few times, that I have left people and people have left me.

I wanted to close this chapter to start a new one so here it goes......


I apologize for the following:


For being there for you and telling you what you didn't want to hear, but had to.


For loving your children and only wanting the best for them, putting my own health and happiness and friendships on the line, to make sure they were OK.


That you couldn't steal anymore more money or anything else from me...even my friends!


For wanting you to be something you weren't and wasting so many years of our lives on each other.

(I do know now why I stayed...maybe you should ask that question to yourself)


That I had to make you live and support yourself, so you could see you could.


For the many times I called you horrible name...I should have just left when it all started.


That I am no longer effected by the names you would call me or the petty things you try to get back in my life.
My favourites are: victim, martyr and now manipulative Machiavellian genius!!!!

Good Show


That you didn't separate me from my family, like you would have liked to have done.

We all might be crazy but they will stand by me through anything and stood by you as well- how soon we forget.


I am sorry that I showed you I could live and be happy without you.


Trying to steal and ruin my old friendships just shows me how much I meant to you.



I only have one regret...that I actually listened to you and started a fight with my best friend over money you claimed she took from you.


I am sorry to her because that was not right or fair of me, but I know now, why you did it, because as much as you claimed you hated both of them...you wanted thier friendships as well...even if you had to LIE to get it.


I feel sorry for you.

You ripped my heart apart for years...and I am glad I am getting me back!!!!




Sunday, April 11, 2010

Don't You Judge Me!

My habit is getting worse folks!
I have looked high and low for a cure and I see no relief in sight.

This habit, addiction takes up my time and energy...just looking for the next flip.




My fingers get anxious and I fixate on what next sequence of events can make me feel the same high as the time before.




It is always disappointing me then BAM it will give me something to keep me hooked.



















So Hi I am M
and I am an addict.
It's been 10 seconds since my last fix...









Mahjong will be the death of my fingers and eyes!













And I know the outcome, but I still can't help myself!!!




The Wondrous World of the Land of Oz!






















Now I may miss my hometown, but Melbourne is majestic!






I live minutes from a city that is just so AWAKE!















Every nook and cranny is filled with delight.










Every time I am wandering through the busy streets, I will come across alleys lined with little stores or restaurants.








Some are lined with art worthy enough to be displayed in any Museum, but oddly enough that is actually what Melbourne is, One Large metropolitan museum.






















I have tried my best to grasp some images of the city that truly embrace it's true exquisiteness.

My N. & My Z. ♥♥♥

"It's like talking to myself"






I don't know how I made it this long without you two!

I always knew something was missing from my life, yet now...I am complete:)

You are my heart and soul!

Thank you ladies because just knowing you two are in this world, makes it a beautiful place to be.

I cherish and adore you both!
I love you

XOXO



I can't wait for you two to meet!!!! (Evil Happy Clap inserted here)
We might set the city on fire♥♥

Ending of a chapter, but the book is still being written

Sometimes with some people things don't work out quite like you would have liked it too.

Sometimes you are left regretting what was said or done or thrown...ect.

No one is perfect and we all make our mistakes and we all pay for those mistakes.



I have let some people go and some have let me go.

I understand that, it is just human nature, that you are not going to like everyone and not everyone is going to like you.



I also know that sometimes...it is just not the right time. (Thanks Natasha)





So to my friend out there on the other side of the world!

I just wish you peace and happiness brother!
(that is all I ever wanted for you in the first place)

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Strange processes




I so hate scary clowns!
YIKES

Have I told you just how lucky I am...?

To have in my world, two of the best people to call my other parents/rolemodels and my friends!!!!!
You both are the what I aspire to be.
You took me in as your own and have never treated me any different.
You showed me how to be strong and to fight for what I wanted.
Taught me to be brave and have the courage to do what needed to be done and
stood by me when I needed you, when many others didn't.
There are no action or words that I could express to tell you just how important you are in my life and my heart.



So for everything, I thank you.

I love you both so much and I am glad you are on this journey with me.

xoxo

The family is the test of freedom; because the family is the only thing that
the free man makes for himself and by himself.

Gilbert K. Chesterton